I worry that one day I will look back and regret these years
I've misunderstood my own ways and everything that I desire.
Because I can look back now and wonder why it took me so long,
Why I kept hiding from myself and that's just it isn't it...
I really never hid from anyone but me.
But now I feel like an idiot, Hiding in plan sight and I can't hide any more.
I think now I'm just so afraid of what will happen if I say it out loud,
Who it will effect, who it will hurt.
I'm young but I feel like I'm so far in that I can't turn around.
But its all in my head.
"I'm young but I feel like I'm so far in that I can't turn around."
ReplyDeleteIt may not be possible to turn around, but it is always possible to take the lessons from earlier days and move on to a better road.
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